The Significance of Numbers

Posted on 6th June 2013 in Books

candlesAs I was working I suddenly became aware of a repetition in this book. There seemed to be a disappropriate amount of number four and turning left. Building four, room four, four streets, four floors, four people. And then everyone was turning left. Left into, left out of, left hand, left tilt. Finding this strange I stopped to consider the significance of numbers–at least the numbers in this story.
The first place I came across was a numerology site that explained if number four was your life path number then you were steadfast, loyal and hardworking. It is not my life path number, but I was amazed at what else they linked to it. It is the Emperor in tarot, Saturn in astrology, chin in Iching,the element earth, red and orange aura. Perplexed as how all this interconnected I went to another site which then told me the cultural aspects of the number four.
Four is the fourth dimension where time is illusion yet is also manifestation, it is static whole and rational. There are four seasons, cardinal points, elements, four sides to a square and four arms to a cross. In Buddhism the Tree of Life has four limbs, for the Chinese four is the number of the earth, in the Kabbalah four is memory.

It has multiple meanings in the Bible, Torah, Fibonacci, even to the amount of letters in a Deity’s name down to the name of a movie. It was becoming all too confusing and interconnected with things that had no relation to a small story from somewhere. So I left the esoteric ponderings to others, unless we all should really be measuring wooden kiosks in the street.

Mid-Book Blues

Posted on 3rd June 2013 in Books

chemiseWhenever I reach the midpoint of a book I become inexplicably depressed and instead of celebrating the achievement I decide it is all rubbish and not worth the effort. I feel as if I have lost the thread of meaning that drives it all and suddenly it becomes no more than a wandering bunch of words.
While I realise everyone has their own creative process, I do wonder if they go through such a low. Not only do I lose connection with the work I even doubt if there is any meaning or even purpose to the story. Usually, I continue through it and work on something else as I accept that time will solve this standstill. My latest work is one so alien to my usual style that I am left wondering if I can ever get back on that path.
I am convinced that this happens to me because I  do not make a well planned outline. Those who take the time to ensure they know exactly where their story should be will also know where it should go. For me, this is too limiting as I prefer to let it go where it takes me. This, of course, means there is always a corner I have no way out of, a back against a wall without ending and a resolution with too many threads. I have decided to write a thriller and do it via a very detailed and well thought out outline. The more I think about that outline–the longer it sits on the back burner. I suppose the price I pay for my method is to wander in circles for a while and hopefully find which door actually leads to the exit.Of course I expect to find Jojo there chewing on one of my shoes.

Promotion, Promotion, Promotion

Posted on 4th February 2013 in Vampiris Sancti

I have spent the last few days not working as I wanted to, but doing the endless and what appears to be futile promotion. Things that worked in the past are not garnering so much payoff now and I believe it is because we are inundated with new releases. There is now an enormous choice of books and the reading world has become a confusing place with every man and his dog now able to publish their visions.

I posted a few chapters of The Immaculate Adventures of One Florian Ribeni on Wattpad and Tumblr and from there I am searching for other like blogs. I discovered I can put a Shelfari widget up but it caused me so much trouble I decided to just drop it here. At least it is someplace on the site and far better than eating turnips.

Procrastination!

Posted on 25th January 2013 in Books

Procrastination appears to be the bane of every author, but I have an excellent reason! I was given a copy of Umberto Eco’s The Prague Cemetery. So I keep leaving my promoting duties and wandering off to sneak a quick read!

Slow Return

Posted on 14th October 2012 in Vampiris Sancti

Getting back to refining Florian.

Final Cover

Posted on 11th June 2012 in Vampiris Sancti

So the final cover has been done and while it does not relate to the existing Sancti covers it is a proper reflection of the character so I will stick with this one.